I’m getting a cat when I get a place
I fucking hate you. No one will ever understand or even try to understand the bullshit you have put me through you piece of shit scum bag mother fucker. I deserve so much more. I know there are decent, caring men out there that will truly love me and not hurt me, physically, mentally, every thing…. I miss my friends. I want to curl up in a ball and cry my little heart out </3
I think Levy tries a little too hard to be cute. Haha
I’m depressed today. I hate my ex. He makes me feel like shit. He’s annoying and he’s mean. I can’t wait to get out of here. I fucking hate him.
Got my car registered, got few things for my car that’s needed. Made copies of keys that I needed… tomorrow going to the gym in the longest time!!! I finally have money <3 I’m really excited to go to the gym!! All I’m going to do is cardio haha, from now on until I see some results. Cardio and core. Agh this summer I WILL BE SEXY!!!!!!!! Get it right ahhhh so excited. I...
I may be sensitive at times but FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST FUCKING MANIPULATE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME. Fucking men, most are pieces of shit. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
In reality idk what the fuck I want. Something I have to figure out.
I get so mad sometimes. But I need to remember to love myself first. I won’t let him make me feel low and let him use my insecurities to control me. Fuck that.
Tues. April 9 2013
Hi friends. I am a bank teller now, I have this amazing candy apple red honda accord. I learned how to drive stick shift, it’s sexy and the system is pretty good already. This week I am taking my driver’s test, next week I’m getting it registered. I’m happy I’d say even though I’m sick right now. I’m not totally stress-free, but I’m happy. Moving on...
Talking to Tommy helps me out a lot. He’s a really good friend of mine, despite our past, I enjoy having him in my life. He’s an awesome person, great listener, understanding, fantastic friend in general. We talked last night about random stuff and right now I’m blogging a lot to get all my thoughts and feelings collected. Trying to understand them better… I have some...
Slipping just a little
I feel like I’m slipping a little of my morals, but shit happens and that’s what I really need to understand. Things will not always be good, the world is beautiful yet can be so ugly. I have to keep remembering that this is only temporary to get myself back up
My weekend was really good, got to spend it with the person I enjoy the most. I’m stressed and got really fucked up, felt sad for myself, then I realized that I’m not in a bad situation. Well not that bad. I just need to make an escape plan. I need to figure things out for myself before I try to figure anyone else out. I’m just happy that I have people that have been there for...
dec 29 2012
Finished repor men, spending time alone on a Saturday. Seriously I don’t get guys. They say they want to be with you then pull shady shit like this. I just want a super cute, handsome, sexy, mature MAN who’s going to want to have my babies and be with me forever ♥ lol. Have beautiful holiday yalls hahahaha
As lame as this sounds
I want to go to school so bad! I never knew that the government would help me through school haha. I mean I think I’ve heard about it in high school, but no one ever really explained it to me. I want to go to Chicago and I want to experience a life that I’ve always dreamed of. I’m going to keep trying to get there. But the question is when? Am I capable of going there with...
Anonymous asked: Why'd you ignore my message?
I might leave this place soon, and when I do, who will remember me? How will they feel? Happy to know that my peace is some where it’s wanted. Cause no one here wants me at all.
Shoot me, so then I can go to the stars
Anonymous asked: Are you still with your bf? Or did you really move out for good?
I hate myself today. My face is like agh!!!!!!!! Plus there is some annoying kid who can’t shut up and some guy who leaves when I’m either sleeping or in the bathroom with that kid, that’s not mine. I’m getting out. There’s this cute guy too but he’s far, far away.
I got a full time job
First pay check I want to get a tattoo… so what should I get?
Sometimes I wonder what am I really worth? I feel like a good person and I rarely lie or say things out of anger. I don’t judge people until I know them, love is capable out of everyone. So why doesn’t anyone love me? Blah just random thoughts for today
I just want to get away forever away from everyone.
To all the Tumblr girls who keep posting that...
I want this shit to stop. I’m done with the drama
My life is so boring being with him
Anonymous asked: i can dick you down better your bf
I hope my bf is my bf too lol
I've been angry for so long
I’m so sick of it. I will be the woman I’ve always wanted to be. I lost all that weight, then gained it. I will be 115lbs by January. Peace out ya’ll I’ll come back with a rocking body muahahahaha
I can’t trust anybody with my fucken life I swear. They are all foreign to me and I can’t connect with anybody on any deep level cos they’re all fucking shallow bitches who can’t think beyond what’s really there. Guys are all sleezebags that want to fuck and women are a bunch of girls that just want attention to feel better about themselves. The reason why I...
jtookyaboxes asked: hey whats up? :)
Anonymous asked: yes. im in new york now. i wish you had given me a chance. i wish you hadnt played me. i wish we could be happy together. but were happy with other people, well i don't know if you are, but i am, and the past cannot be changed.
Anonymous asked: yes, ive drawn you before. twice i think.